When I was a little girl, the only thing that I wanted to do was to dance.
Back in high school I met this great and awsome dance troup, i met the most amazing and INSPIRING people in Lucena and I met the woman who is responsible for where and what I am today.
But now, hindi ko na kilala yung mga taong naging INSPIRASYON ko at IDOL ko sa PAGSASAYAW.
Unti-unti na silang umalis at nag kanya kanya na ng landas. Naiinggit ako sa kanila kase ang tagal na nilang nagsasayaw, nakakalaban sa iba't ibang bansa at competition at nakakapag perform sa iba't ibang lugar. Tapos ganon ganon lang kung iwan nila yung taong NAGTURO, NAG-ALAGA at BUMUHAY sa kanila. Naging INSPIRASYON, GURO, at lalong lalo na ang maging INA sa kanila.
Madalas naiisip ko pano nila nagagawa yun? Wala ba silang UTANG NA LOOB? Ganon ba kadali ang KALIMUTAN at BALEWALAIN ang taong un? Sana ako nalang yung nasa kalagayan nila na nakakapag sayaw at nakakalaban dati pa. Sana ako nalang un para at least hindi SAYANG yung mga PAGHIHIRAP at SAKRIPISYO sa akin.
Nakakalungkot isipin na yung mga tao na iniidolo mo noon ay naging BASURA na ang UGALI ngayon.. :((
Anong nangyari? Nagkulang ba siya? hindi naman diba?


Nagpapasalamat ako kase may mga BAGONG TAO na dumating sa buhay ko at ng mga kasama ko ngayon. Nagkaron ulit ako ng PAG-ASA, at higit sa lahat INSPIRASYON sa pagsasayaw. Nagkaron ako ng bagong IDOL at DAHILAN para sumayaw ulit.
Kung ako papipiliin mas pipiliin ko kung san ako UNANG NANGGALING. dahil kung hindi dahil sakanya wala ako ngayon sa kinalulugaran ko.
Sana lang maayos na ulit yung lahat, makita na katulad na ulit ng DATI :(( Dahil mahirap din para sa amin ang ganitong sitwasyon. Alam naman ng lahat kung sino yung MALI.. Babaan na sana ang mga PRIDE... :(
Namimiss ko na po yung dati :(( Nakakalungkot kase ganto ang nangyari... :(( NAKAKALUNGKOT :(
Pinipili ko kung san ako mas magiging MASAYA at mas mag TATAGUMPAY sa buhay. kung ano ang TAMA...

Before you were a stranger to me,
A person I thought you'd always be,
but as time goes by my impressions change,
The feelings I earned weren't the same.

I had learned to love a person like you,
And I never expected it to come through,
All my life I felt so alone,
Thinking how would I handle things on my own.

For me you were like the perfect guy,
Together with you I don't feel shy,
Making me happy is what you do best,
I'd rather go out with you than the rest.

This poem is dedicated only for you,
TE AMO, SARANGHAE, and I LOVE YOU,
These words are all that I can say,
You'll always be in my heart to stay.

Thank you for everything you've done for me,
I hope that our love story will always be,
A happy and unforgettable memory for all,
I LOVE YOU, I'd say I truly had fall...




(This poem I made last night is dedicated to him....) :) <3

Love, it's a special day
We should celebrate and appreciate
That you and me found something pretty neat
And I know some say this day is arbitrary

But it's a good excuse, put our love to use
Baby, I know what to do
Baby, I will love you
I'll love you, I'll love you

Love, I don't need those things
I don't need no ring
I don't need anything
But you with me
'Cause in your company
I feel happy, oh so happy and complete

And it's a good excuse, put our love to use
Baby, I know what to do
Baby, I will love you
I'll love you, I'll love you

Yeah, it's a good excuse, put our love to use
Baby, I know what to do
Baby, I will love you
I'll love you, I'll love you

So won't you be my honey bee?
Giving me kisses all the time
Be mine, be my Valentine

So won't you be my honey bee?
Giving me sweet kisses all the time
Be mine, be my Valentine

Ohhh, Oh woah, Be my Valentine

Last Feb. 1, 2011 was the official opening of the 38th founding anniversary of our school. And as usual our school invited different schools to see our facilities and the courses that our school offers. Luckily the "C-100 Radio Station" of cefi opened right before the open house, can you imagine i'm an official Dj of our school. So I had a great experience during my times as a Dj, I get to play their requested songs, and dedications, I also greeted the people at our campus.
Feb. 2, 2011 was the faculty show of our teachers, it was entitled "Show Time". It was fun to watch our teachers perform different things for us students.
Feb. 3, 2011 was the acoustic night and poetry reading contest, but that wasn't the only things that happened that day. This day changed the life of a lot of people. (it's something personal which i totally regret doing it)
And finally the highlight of our foundation week was the Ms. Cefi and Ms. young Cefi 2011. The competition was in heat back then, although we never expected the winners. (not that i'm saying they don't deserve it and all but you kinda get my point)
So this foundation week was a memorable occasion for me. Lessons learned:
* not all jokes are funny
* learn to minds your own business
* never take something/someone for granted
* learn to respect someones privacy
* learn to forgive and forget

Before I go to sleep, I always look for inspirational quotes, love quotes and quotes about dancing at tumblr. But instead, I found this amazing short story about a depressed swimmer. I'm not a religious girl, I admit that I rarely go to church and I don't pray that much. But because of this short story i felt something different from the start. I realized that in everything that we do, God is always there to guide us. If we just trust and pray to him all the time he won't let anything happen to us, he surely is our savior.
I would like to take this opportunity to say sorry for all the bad things that I have done, I didn't mean to do those things. I use my blogger account as my diary, I tell all my feelings here and the things that happens to me. I would want to share these things to people (if only someone would read my blogs) for them to learn from my mistakes, to learn new things and to learn more about me. Plus I use this as my way of training my abilities in righting to be ready for my course. :)

• Boy: Laro tayo.
• Girl: Anong laro?
• Boy: Tagu-taguan.
• Girl: Gabi na eh.
• Boy: Sige na...
• Girl: Bakit ngayon pa?
• Boy: Because tonight will be the night that I would fall for you.
• Girl: Ulet?
• Boy: Over again.
• Girl: Wag na!
• Boy: Don't make me change my mind.
• Girl: Bukas na lang.
• Boy: I won't live to see another day.
• Girl: Weh? Di nga?
• Boy: I swear its true.
• Girl: Bakit kasi taguan pa?
• Boy: Because a girl like you is impossible to find.
• Girl: Anooooo?
• Boy: You're impossible to find.

- I found this at tumblr, and I thought it was funny.. :)

I found this Picture at Tumblr, it reminds me of I song that I've been listening to lately it's entitled "Perfect Two" by Auburn. The song talks about a girl putting her place and the person that she likes on paired things that can never be apart. For example:

You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain and I could be your first mate
You can be the the chills that I feel on our first date

You can be the hero and I could be your side kick
You can be the tear that I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's storming
Or you can be the sun when it shines in the morning

The song also talks about how the girl would be if the boy she likes won't stay beside her, she also states that in time the boy would realize that the only thing that he would need is their presence together because they are perfect for each other.
"your the one for me, I'm the one for you, you take the both of us, and were the perfect two"

I liked listening to this song, maybe because I kinda relate to it? :))